My Enemies...

I had failed to get a blog on the books for yesterday, so I decided to do double duty today. My earlier blog talked about other peoples problems, their enemies. I posted that blog, looked at it and thought, How dare I talk about other people, which I do a lot, and not talk about my own. So here we go.

Food- As much as we need it to survive, I use it as a crutch and a confidant. I eat when I am happy, when I am sad, upset, depressed, slightly miffed. As much as people eat to live, or live to eat. I eat to cope. I wish it was healthy food like vegetables and fruits. But, I tend to use things like: chocolate, bread, cheese, pizza. I will eat a whole pizza when i feel really bad.

Caffeine- Oh yeah, all the time. I musy have caffeine don't even think about giving me decaf, I will cut a bitch.

My version of porn- I know some of you guys are like: "Your, version of porn?" allow me to clarify, I don't need to see two dudes going at it, or one dude jerking himself off. I don't need to see some dude's penis, in fact, I feel that a man's penis is something that should be shared with his partner, if that be male or female. I am attracted to the male form, muscle, sweat, watching the body move. Not every male does it for me, And, even some of my more attractive friends, they don't do it for me either. They are my friends. But, on Youtube, those people are not my friends, 'nuff said.

Masturbation- Looking at the above, leads into this little enemy of mine. well, all know what it involves, so, I need not say anything else.

Reality Tv- This is probably one of my worst ones honestly. I will watch anything that can be kinda of construed as a reality show. My favorites are: Survivor, Big Brother, RuPaul's Drag Race.

Making others happy- This sometimes can be the most destructive. I will sacrifice my happiness, or squelch my feelings and what I am going through, to make someone else feel better. This need to make others happy will force me to put myself out, it sucks, but, I will do it anyway.

Glee- I am not ashamed of this one at all, but, I am totally addicted to everything that this show produces. The music is fantastic, the storyline, the whole ball of wax. Now, I refuse to buy anything that has the name "Glee" on it, but, I am a grumpy person if I miss an episode. and I listen to the music all the time. Heck, I am listening to it now.

I guess what I am saying is that we all have our personal demons, those dumb little things that control us more than we control them. I am no more innocent than the next person, and though some of them or rather trivial, I am no more in control than you are.